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Anxiety — First Day Jitters #99WordStories

This week at the Carrot Ranch, Charli Mills challenged writers to In 99 words (no more, no less), write a story that includes anxiety. Who has anxiety or what is the source? Is there conflict? How can you use anxiety to further a story? Go where the prompt leads!

Anxiety is probably familiar to most of us at some stage of our lives — starting a new job, public speaking, waiting for a medical diagnosis. We all feel it in lesser or greater degrees. Even children feel it. It’s not uncommon for children to feel some anxiety when starting a new school. But children aren’t the only ones. Parents may feel some anxiety about how their children will fare. It may or may not surprise you, that teachers feel it too. Having spent most of my life in schools as either student or teacher, where else could I go with this prompt?

First Day Jitters

“I feel sick.”

“My tummy feels all jumbly.”

“My head hurts.”

“I don’t want to go.”

“You’ll be okay once you’re there. Everyone feels the same on their first day at a new school.’

“But what if they don’t like me?”

“They will. Come on. You’ll feel better when you’re up.”

“But what if I mess up?”

“You won’t. Close your eyes. Take some deep breaths. Relax. You can do this.”

Everyone was already seated when he entered the room. They smiled. “Good morning, Mr Clarke.”

He smiled back. “Good morning, children.”

She was right. He could do this.

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Thank you for reading. I appreciate your feedback. Please share your thoughts.

Note: The collection of stories made in response to the previous prompt The ’49ers can be read at the Carrot Ranch here.

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72 responses to “Anxiety — First Day Jitters #99WordStories

  1. joylennick Avatar

    Liked the twist, Norah! I worked, part-time, with junior school-children for ten years, so fully understand…x

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    1. Norah Avatar

      Thank you, Joy. I’m not sure whether to be pleased or not that you understand. 😉

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  2. Chel Owens Avatar

    Ha ha! What? Teachers are people, too?

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    1. Norah Avatar

      I think so. Last I looked. 😅

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  3. Michael B. Fishman Avatar

    I loved the twist at the end. We never outgrow it, do we?

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  4. Irene Waters 19 Writer Memoirist Avatar

    Great twist Norah. For some of us (me) I don’t think we ever totally get over the jitters walking into a group of new people no matter how old we are.

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    1. Norah Avatar

      I totally agree, Irene. Walking in or currently logging in. 😅

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  5. Sam "Goldie" Kirk Avatar

    A nice twist.
    We often forget that both parties might be anxious about the same encounter but from different angles.

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    1. Norah Avatar

      It is easy to think we are the only ones. 🙂

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  6. Doug Jacquier Avatar

    Chillingly close to my first experience as a trainee teacher, which was swiftly followed by a change of career choice. Hilarious.

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    1. Norah Avatar

      Thanks, Doug. I’m sorry you didn’t stick the teaching out. I’m sure you would have been excellent.

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      1. Doug Jacquier Avatar

        You’re very kind, Norah, but I severely doubt it when it comes to secondary students. 🙂 Ironically, I ended up running a training institute in my later life and I was much better with adults.

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        1. Norah Avatar

          We all need to find our place, don’t we? I love working with young children.

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  7. Colleen M. Chesebro Avatar

    I absolutely adored this story from the teacher’s perspective, Norah. I can’t tell you how many times I’ve felt exactly the same way. ❤

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    1. Norah Avatar

      Thank you, Colleen. I’m sorry you could identify thought. 😉

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  8. Hugh W. Roberts Avatar

    What a lovely twist. You’re getting very good with these twists, Norah.

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    1. Norah Avatar

      I’ve always enjoyed a story with a twist, Hugh. 😉

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  9. Anxiety Collection « Carrot Ranch Literary Community Avatar

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  10. Charli Mills Avatar

    That’s right, Norah, first day jitters, back to school. I wonder if that is the beginning of anxiety for some?

    I love how you incorporated the last collection into your post. Thank you!

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    1. Norah Avatar

      I wonder. I think that of those who suffer first day jitters, anxiety probably began long ago.
      I thought sharing the link was the best way of letting people know about the stories. I don’t know how many will click through. All I can do is make it available.

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  11. robbiesinspiration Avatar

    Hi Norah, the twist at the end makes this such a sweet story.

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    1. Norah Avatar

      Thank you, Robbie. 🙂

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  12. Marsha Avatar

    I love this! I knew it was going to be the teacher with the jitters. I used to dream I’d get to school and not have my clothes on or be dressed in shorts or something ridiculously in appropriate. I was always scared spitless prior to the first day. As soon as I got with the kids, everything fell into place and I was instantly in love with my new batch of children. Loved your story, Norah.

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    1. Norah Avatar

      It’s wonderful how the jitters go once we all settle in, isn’t it? Those anxiety dreams are some of the worst, I think. 😅

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      1. Marsha Avatar

        They are. Dream experts say no clothes or skimpy clothes means you don’t feel prepared. I never did feel prepared enough!

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        1. Norah Avatar

          I agree with that opinion. 🙂

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          1. Marsha Avatar

            Have you ever run a pre-school? My neighbor mentioned off-hand about starting one here. There aren’t enough of them. With my admin experience and some experience at pre-k and k level teaching, I’m thinking it would be super fun to help her. I know where I’d go for some curriculum help!

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            1. Norah Avatar

              Go for it! You’ll love it.
              In response to your question, would you like the long answer or the short answer?
              I ran classes for parents and children 2-5 years for a few years, similar to what we call a playgroup here but I ‘taught’ parents how to interact with their children, not to teach but, to help them learn. At the same time I looked after/ran sessions for children of the same age without their parents – a maximum of five (including my own). Those were the regulations for conducting sessions in my home. I also tried to establish an independent/alternative ‘school’ which we called COLO (Centre of Learning Opportunities) and the children’s program was to be called Kids First. Sadly we were blocked by Town Planning and one or two mean men which I won’t go into here as it is a long, boring and sad story. So yes, or not really, depending on your interpretation of preschool.

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              1. Marsha Avatar

                I’m sorry you had to deal with mean people in Town Planning. What a bummer. My mom, best friend and I ran a preschool in the 80s. I only taught, but it was simple and took place in our church. I made a humongous sum of $350 a month when it came in. LOL. I didn’t handle the money, though. I’ll let you know what happens.

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                1. Norah Avatar

                  You have plenty of experience then. Sounds like fun!

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  13. Susan Scott Avatar

    Lovely twist in the tale Norah well done and an excellent reminder that the teacher also has these anxious moments.

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    1. Norah Avatar

      Anxiety can strike in most unexpected ways at times. Thank you for reading and commenting, Susan.

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  14. Darlene Avatar

    I love this. Of course, the teacher has anxiety too. I used to tell the job seekers I taught, who had so much anxiety going for job interviews, that the interviewer would most likely be nervous as well.

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    1. Norah Avatar

      What a clever thing to tell your students, Darlene. It would have helped them during their interviews, I am sure.

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  15. Jules Avatar

    As children we don’t often see adults as having the same emotions. After all they are the ‘Big’ people. Somewhat of an odd feeling when we find out that we are all on the same playing field as it were – with emotions. I like your take. 🙂

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    1. Norah Avatar

      It is a strange realisation, isn’t it? Adults must be good at pretending. Thank you for your kind words.

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  16. Jim Borden Avatar

    you’ve captured that sense of anxiety quite well. I’ve been teaching for 35 years and I still feel the same way the first day of each semester…

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    1. Norah Avatar

      I’m pleased you could empathise, Jim. Thank you.

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  17. Anne Goodwin is bringing Matilda Windsor home Avatar

    Of course, teachers must get nervous too. A lot of eyes on you when you walk into the classroom.

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    1. Norah Avatar

      There can be. Especially all those parent eyes in the first few days and weeks hoping that you’ll be good for their little one, but looking for cracks and ready to pounce.

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  18. Mabel Kwong Avatar

    Very well done with the point of view, Norah. Anyone can have anxiety or the jitters no matter how many times you may have done something. I feel like the point of view surprise you included matched Mr Clarke’s demeanour there – to his surprise he was able to start his class and be a teacher to his students as they expected. Hope you are doing well, Norah 🙂

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    1. Norah Avatar

      Thanks for your kind words about my story, Mabel.
      I’m doing well up here. I hope you are down there too.

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      1. Mabel Kwong Avatar

        It’s been a warm summer this summer. Very happy with that 🙂 Take care over there.

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        1. Norah Avatar

          It’s interesting you said a warm summer, Mabel. I guess they all are, but I thought this one was a bit milder than some. A few days hot and humid but mostly bearable.

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          1. Mabel Kwong Avatar

            Maybe Queensland is having a cooler summer compared to Melbourne. It’s beginning to cool down here though. We’ve had quite a few hot and humid days here too. I love hot and humid. That’s just me 😄

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            1. Norah Avatar

              I’m prefer the milder weather. I think it’s on its way. 😊

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              1. Mabel Kwong Avatar

                Enjoy the milder weather coming your way, Norah. And enjoy the weekend too ❤

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                1. Norah Avatar

                  Thank you, Mabel. I hope you had a good one, and have an enjoyable week too.

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                  1. Mabel Kwong Avatar

                    It’s been a good start to the week over here. Enjoy your week, Norah. Take care and stay safe 🙂

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                    1. Norah Avatar

                      Thanks so much, Mabel. 💖

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  19. TanGental Avatar

    It is a nice twist indeed. Well done. It also resonates with my non teacher self. Any new group, be it me in a new job or meeting others joining had me overthinking and catastrophising.

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    1. Norah Avatar

      I think it happens to the best of us. Thanks for reading and commenting, Geoff.

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  20. petespringerauthor Avatar
    petespringerauthor

    I usually didn’t sleep that well the night before the first day of school. It wasn’t nervousness as much as excitement—the opportunity to help children.

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    1. Norah Avatar

      That opportunity to help children is such a privilege, isn’t it, Pete? I always love the opportunity of sharing children’s learning journeys with them.

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  21. D. Avery @shiftnshake Avatar

    I don’t miss those jitters. First day and every Monday. And the open houses, for the parents; yikes! And yeah, good work, good times once you get rolling.

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    1. Norah Avatar

      I agree. There was always lots of fun and excitement at school, but I often had a bit of anxiety when starting something new too.

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  22. Miriam Hurdle Avatar

    You’re right about anxiety in Parents and kids, Norah. I remember those crying kids in my kindergarten class on the first day of school. Sometimes it’s the parents who have the separation anxiety especially if their kids didn’t go to pre-school! Great post.

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    1. Norah Avatar

      Thanks for adding your thoughts, Miriam. One of my schools always had a morning tea for mums on the first day. I’ve forgotten what they called it – tissues and something. The purpose was just to give mums a time to talk over their feelings with others experiencing the same thing, then move on with their day. I think now that many more children are going to pre-school and even childcare from a young age. It’s probably not as necessary at school any more.

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  23. Jennie Avatar

    I love this! Norah it’s one of your best. Perfect twist and ending.

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    1. Norah Avatar

      Thank you, Jennie. I’m pleased you enjoyed it.

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      1. Jennie Avatar

        You’re very welcome, Norah.

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  24. Jacqui Murray Avatar

    That was a clever twist. I remember that day…

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    1. Norah Avatar

      Some days never leave us – the feelings were too strong to fully release. 🙂

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  25. Msdedeng Avatar
    Msdedeng

    Nice!

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    1. Norah Avatar

      Thank you. 🙂

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  26. Book Club Mom Avatar

    That’s good, Norah – I like the flip – I was picturing a little boy, not the teacher!

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    1. Norah Avatar

      That’s great, Barbara. That was my intention. 😉😅

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  27. beth Avatar

    ha! as a teacher, I could guess the ending here )

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    1. Norah Avatar

      As a teacher, you are very clever. 😉💖

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